Post number 1

Hi. My name is not important enough for me to post on here, not because I want to remain annoymous, but because it has no significance to what I will write about. I am 19. Almost 20. And in the past 2 years of my life I feel like I have learned more about life than many people will.

I over analyze everything. I am constantly thinking. Of everything. Sometimes it gets me depressed, other times it makes me happy. I am used to it, and I like it.

I have started considering the option of becoming a vegetarian. Not because I want to save animals, but because I feel it would be an experience worth experiencing. Don't get me wrong, I like animals just as much as the next person, but I have been consuming animals on a daily basis for 19 years now and I don't think a person can just wake up one morning and have an over zealous passion for those creatures. I feel becoming a vegetarian will better my life, not just on the physical aspect, but also spiritually. I believe it will make me an overall better person. I don't know why.

Lately, I have been thinking a lot about religion. I was brought up as a Catholic, and was forced to go to Church on a regular basis, although I never felt a strong urge to go. Now that I am in college, and a decent ways from home, I have not been to Church in over a year. I used to pray on a daily basis, to God, to Jesus. I have not prayed for a couple of months now. I am not denouncing my faith, nor am I proclaiming it. I am just confused on the subject. I have never read the Bible in it's entirety, although it is something I hope to accomplish one day before I die.

That will be all for my first post. As random as it was I feel it neccesarry to get some stuff off my chest that I have not yet done so, and now I feel much better.